these tears...

These tears they tell my heart,
it needs a new start
But tell me, what should I do
when my heart replies, it needs you

high up in a plane,
inn an elevator going half insane
we hugged and we kissed
embraced eachother though I couldn't have wished
for more
I've never felt a love so pure
before
I've never been this sure

Went down to the basement,
I held up the door
The moment was magic, like our desire for more
You tried to hold back, keep your profile low
But what happened next,
only me and you know

I'm sorry for these lyrics,
I'm sorry for this song
I'm trying so much to keep giving the time for which you so have longed
To hurt is not my intention it's the last thing I want to do
I just felt I had to write this song to get my message through

As I stand beneath your balcony, with my eyes all in blue
I hope you'll believe, what I'm telling is true

I love you

the why

Hi.

This is my first published text, a result from the activites that took place last week, and particularily yesterday.

The main drive is love, broken love and feelings of despair, lonelyness and meaninglessness.

I love Anna, love her and want to be with her. I just can't see my life as complete without her and she knows it. I know she's the cruelest person in the world, no one else have hurt like she has, however, I also now that most of it has been out of her controol. And apparently, I haven't been able to provide enough comfortness for her to rely on me like I hoped she would...

But, Anna, I love you... no matter what I still love you and I do think that I will wait for you.... I can't see it as the waste you put it yesterday, my life is a waste without you anyway....

I love you....