the why

Hi.

This is my first published text, a result from the activites that took place last week, and particularily yesterday.

The main drive is love, broken love and feelings of despair, lonelyness and meaninglessness.

I love Anna, love her and want to be with her. I just can't see my life as complete without her and she knows it. I know she's the cruelest person in the world, no one else have hurt like she has, however, I also now that most of it has been out of her controol. And apparently, I haven't been able to provide enough comfortness for her to rely on me like I hoped she would...

But, Anna, I love you... no matter what I still love you and I do think that I will wait for you.... I can't see it as the waste you put it yesterday, my life is a waste without you anyway....

I love you....